December 2009
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“I assume the best friend to be the masterpiece of nature.”
– I saw it on boston legal
Dec 19th
Dec 19th
It's hard...(no not like that.)
To not have a good enough friend to share my thoughts with. I mean all of them, I lie to 90% of the people I meet. I tell them these stories that make me seem far less strange than I really am. I twist and turn a reality in order to suit me. My life has been viewed through a lens that I make for each individual. There is one for every single one of my friends, one for each of my family. There are...
Dec 19th
I'm writing another sort book
It’s essentially about how the world really is vs. how i think it should operate. I’ll prbly be done with it by the time im 25
Dec 13th
Chapter 1 of the new story I'm writing
“Welcome to the life little brother.”  Six simple words that change a person’s world view forever.  In the background I can hear the black hawk’s rotors making the medium pitch spinning noise while they idled. My thought to be dead brother had in the space of 19 minutes just shattered the world as I knew it. He slaps me on the shoulder, his hand staying there gently pushing me up and in to the...
Dec 10th
“if we do not find anything very pleasant at least we will find something new”
– unknown
Dec 9th
I have found a measure of peace
It is in the knowledge that I have 3 full days essentially to study for my math final. With my brothers help hopefully I can raise my grade and pass the class with a C. I’m happy to report though that all my other finals are studied for and I’m as prepared as I can get for them
Dec 9th
Being sick during dead week
has made me into a complete pansy ass. I;m scared to death for my grades and registration which I’m going to get classes anyway. I just need for my finals to be over and my classes to be registered for. After that I should be fine. A nice long break ahead of me to calm me down and refocus on the coming semester.
Dec 9th
Thank you god, jehova, krishna, and whoever else
I don’t need tpo turn in my final paper for english until wednesday. freeing me to only worry about my 3 other finals. whoo
Dec 8th
Finals
are the bane of all students everywhere. My math teacher boned me out of getting a good grade in his class because he’s missed, count ‘em 19 classes this semester. I now have no choice but to study my ass off for his final. which I’m prety sure I can pass.
Dec 7th
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“Let your freckles be periods, and my scars be the alpahabet. Together we will be...”
– Unknown
Dec 4th
Greatest advice I've ever recieved
Stop thinking, for five fucking seconds. Go outside sit on the grass in the sun and relax put some music on. When you don’t think you have no control for a while and sometimes not having control is the greatest feeling of all.
Dec 3rd
Top Gear
makes everything better. I can stop worrying about school for 5 seconds
Dec 1st